Meeting my protective energy field

I drew this picture this evening. It is my gold protection energetic field. It is gold circle that I see. It is an energetic field with a thicker gold rim that shines, as if it is alive. The “lighting” lookalike energy veins are always moving across this ball of energy. Going from one side to another, like they are breathing with life. The energy ball is protecting me, it is always shining with gold light and energy. Its a very strong energy that doesn’t let anyone in. It feels like another energy to me, it’s not my energy. It’s like an energy that comes from the divine, the only way that I can explain it is to compare it to the energy of Mother Earth, or the s

ea, or the moon or sun. But it comes from where I come from. It’s come with me into this life and it is here to protect me